smile, for it will unknowingly make someone else happy (:

Friday, June 30

First week of school over! Still trying to adapt the sleeping and waking up time. And I'm gonna try to study soon! Four more months to O's! And around three more months left in Deyi. Sigh, time really flies.

Had baptism interview with Chris this afternoon (yup, I'm getting baptised this Sunday! :D), talked for about 30mins. Then had mass dance practice with cell! And afterwards, cell went for dinner while Lingna taught me Who Am I V2 (thanks girl! :D). As I didn't go for practice last Sat. Then went for Who Am I practice which was tiring but great. Finally got our costume! :) Practised for 2hrs, then a group of us went kopitiam for supper, home :)

Tmrw's gonna be a looong day. Practice, baptism rehearsal, fire conference, SYF Grand Finals (!) & shopping for costume!

VICTORY, DEYI BAND! :D

at 11:28 PM

Tuesday, June 27

We rode into town the other day,
Just me and my daddy.
He said I'd finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse ,
that of course was not quite as wild.
We heard a crowd of people shouting,
And so we stopped to find out why.
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
But today there was fear in his eyes.

So I said Daddy why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows.
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's going to cry.
You said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why,
Why does everyone wants him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy.
And daddy said I should go inside.
Somehow he knew things would get stormy,
Boy was he right, But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something that he had to hide..
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill
Where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross:

And it said: Father why are they screaming.
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows.
Father please can't you do something?
I thought that you must hear my cry.
I thought I could handle this cross of this size.
Father remind me why, why does everyone wants me to die.
Oh, when will I understand why?

My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming.
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me much more than you know.
But this dark hour I must do nothing.
I've heard your unbearable cry.
The power in your blood destroys all the lies.
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see that child, trembling by her father's side..
Now I can tell you why, she is why you must die.

at 10:15 PM

Thursday, June 22

Time flies, holidays are ending and four weeks just flew past like that. Four more days till school start! STUDYING! Gosh. Won't have a break anymore till after O's, just full-swing studying (hahah, like real).

So Monday-Wed was just school everyday. Many hours of POA for the three morning, and I've finally finished the POA holiday assignment! :D Just felt such a big sense of achievement after finishing all four papers. Done with English too, and left with Emaths & Amaths, shall finish them up tmrw. And I've not even started any single revision on anything, how wonderful.

Went to Yam's place today! And of course, played with her cute baby sister and saw her new-born baby brother! 2 days old, and he's really small and skinny. So we just played with Joan for the whole afternoon, swinging her here and there and throwing her up in the air. Hahah! But she likes it and I simply love her laughter. :) And btw Yam, thanks for the 'I love Singapore' sweet, it rocks (my tongue)!

Wanted to cut hair, so Jane & I rushed to the hair saloon but was quite crowded, so we decided not to (hahah, so sorry Jane!). Rushed back home to change and went for Fathers' Day cum Belated Birthdays dinner at some western restaurant at Singapore Science Park called Blooie's. The food serving was alot and it was awesome, and the ambience there was wonderful. And it was my first time drinking so much beer, because all of them were drinking. It taste so much better than super bitter and disgusting Tiger/Carlsberg beer. Yup, great food great ambience and great service. :)

at 9:48 PM

Tuesday, June 20

Edited a bit of my blogskin. Changed the colour, pictures, song & changed the tagboard to comment box! So please do comment about this skin at the end of each entry :D

Love :)

at 4:41 PM

Sunday, June 18

Thank God for the whole week, have been truly blessed by Him.

Metamorphosis Camp : 13th-15th
We were all physically tired, but spiritually refreshed. One camp which I've been truly blessed by God. Really saw God working in the midst of us, uniting us into one, praying for one another and for the lost. A whole three fruitful days of worship, prayer & fellowship. Indeed, it was metamorphosis for all of us. :)

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Had service in the morning, lunch at PP (Potong Pasir) then started our camp by learning the mass dance taught by Sarah. We took quite long to learn initially, but slowly we got the hang of it. Dinner at PP again, then had a great session.

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Learnt mass dance in the morning, which we had a vigorous warm-up led by Andrew before that. Hahah. So we actually learnt the whole song through the two practices. Lunch at PP as usual, then we broke up into our smaller groups of dance. I chose Athel's dance - Who am I. Though it was contemporary and a bit of ballet, I still chose it as the song really ministered to me. And it turned out pretty fine! :) Had session again, followed by sharing with our dance group. So the girls were all in the room, and we were bored so we went to look for the guys in their room. And we were so shocked to see them doing some really interesting stuff! It's my first time seeing guys so cute, doing funny stuff! Hahah! They were having a fashion show! It was really cute and funny. Then we girls were also forced to do one for them. It was a fun night laughing at one another, esp them. Guys nowadays are getting crazier than girls, haha.

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All of us were so tired, with our bodies aching here and there, but still we endured and practised our mass dance in the morning. We got the formation already, but we could not do them in time yet. Haha. Then we had to dance our individual dances, and it was awesome. Then broke camp around evening time, and Athel, Nel & I cabbed home, and slept throughout.

Thank God for the camp. He has showed me how to worship Him through dance, and that my life existed to worship Him.

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Met Jane in town to find presents for Nao & Nel, but only got Nao's. Walked around town for a few hours, then went to meet Shiyu to go for Yong's band concert. Had dinner at Subway :), then off to VCH for the concert. It's actually my first time watching a concert, and I was bored. All the song sounded so foreign to me, as I've no music background or anything. Only knew one, Pirates of the Carribean. It was awesome :) Interval time, met Terry so we went to sit with him at the circle seats, heh. Then the three of us wanted to a drink, so we walked all the way from VCH to Lao Pa Sa. We were enjoying ourselves eating dessert and watching old adults line dancing, hahah.

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Family Camp at Malaysia : 15th-18th
The camp was alright, fellowship was good and sermon was powerful by speaker Lawrence Seow. But at times some of us were too tired till we just couldn't take it.. Hahah. Though the hotel is bad (bad facilities & lousy service), the food was not that fantastic, but it was good anyway :)

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Set off early in the morning, then went to Jusco first to shop. Was happily walking slowly with Nao around the shopping mall, when we are left with 5mins and we saw FOS! Wow, we really scanned through the whole shop hurriedly trying this and that. So we were very late meeting the rest, haha. Checked in, and just slacked around in the hotel room. Had dinner that was terrible, and then session. After that, a group of us watched Scary Movie 4 that was super funny.

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The three of us woke up late, but still we hurriedly ate breakfast and went for session. Had lunch, and guess what we did? We actually did our homework la. Okay, I wasn't really concentrating but managed to finish 2 POA Qns :) Dinner, then we went to night pasar malam. They sell mostly food, which we couldn't eat anymore. Still, bought myself a pair of slippers and bangles (haha!). Went back to hotel, and then over to the guys' room to play silent heart attack. When suddenly Nat shouted "Countdown. 10, 9, 8,..... 0. Happy birthday, Naomi!" Hahah! What a cute way to celebrate for her. Yup, happy birthday girl! Love you lots :D Then we watched some videos of Blink 182 singers' own house, it is beautiful. And Nat and Landy started to tell us scary stories, which are really scary.

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The usual schedule: breakfast, session, lunch. The guys went swimming, we wanted to join them but decided to go shopping instead. A group of us went Parkson Grand to shop, reject shop! :) Hahah. Then went over to A&W for ice-cream waffles. Walked around that area, then chilled at Secret Recipe and celebrated for Naomi. Then went back hotel and dinner. And about 15 of us didn't go for session (which was only games and skit). We thought it was boring so we played blindmanbluff and sardine! This year's sardine is not as fun as the previous years, as the place is small and boring. Played a few rounds, then went to surprise Nel. Yup, his birthday. Happy birthday :) Went to the guys' joining rooms, one room for soccer and the other for 'Changing Lives'. Obviously I was not in the soccer one, haha. Then Priscy and I started to play 'Guess the song'. Someone has to choose a number and we'd the song from the songbook, and they must guess it. Hahah. Went back to our rooms to bathe (which the four of us had a great time singing our lungs out), then Chinwee they all came over. When I came out of the bathroom, Landy & Paul were sleeping la. So we watched soccer (my first time), Italy VS USA. It was a boring match, but still I kept laughing at soccer players who kept jumping but never touch the ball at all or players who trip and fall for no reasons. Hahah. So I actually slept halfway, and woke up when Daryl went back to his room at 630AM. Priscy was the only one awake by then, and she was so tired till she slept. It was a bad 2hrs sleep, as the two of us were crouching with the feets of the rest and sleeping under the freezing cold air con w/o blanket. Imagine 7 of us sharing two beds, it was bad. Hahah. Woke up, had sharing session and broke camp. Reached Singapore around 5pm.

Yeah, that's about the camp in M'sia. Sermon was good, but at times we just can't absorb due to our tiredness. Enjoyed the fellowship, I love Elohim! :)

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Thats for my week, a fruitful week indeed. Praise God! :D

at 5:37 PM

Saturday, June 10

I love my Daddy God & I love my cellgroup so much. Thank you God for everything You've done. He has given me a life, and I will live for Him! :D

Methamorphosis camp tmrw, followed by Family camp on Thurs. It would indeed be an exciting week ahead! :)

I'm sorry for things I've done, and I will never let You go. Lay down my foolish pride, draw me close to You, to Your side.

at 8:07 PM

Friday, June 9

Helllooooooooo! :D It's been long since I've blogged about my happenings since Chi O's, as Blogger is having lots of problems on me. Oh well, here it goes.

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Went Sentosa with Jane & Bev after Chi O's. We were simply just slacking under the sun and having fun jumping and jumping, just to take a perfect shot, and we finally did. And we had the cleanest bath ever. Had dinner at Harbourfront Pastamania, and they stayed at my house. It was one of the most successful stayover of all, as I only slept for 1hr and Bev stayed up the whole night. Jane was tired and she slept, so Bev & I played PS2 which she LOST to me Winning Eleven :) Watched two VCDs which I slept halfway, then had a great talk with her. Wheres your scrambled eggs? Went to sleep at 7, when Jane woke up. So Jane then decided to skip lessons for Mario, TSK TSK. Heh. Love you two girls :D

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With the lack of sleep, I still had to meet my Mum to update my passport photo. It was a looooong wait, but at least I was faster than Neo. Hahah. Then went shopping with her at Bugis and bought quite a few stuffs. And once, I was so embarrassed because my Mum kept bargaining for 2 pants for $50 which initially costed $32 each. She and the shopkeeper were like quarrelling, but she got the deal in the end. Oh well, adults.

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Extra lessons on Wed. Was lacking of sleep, so went home after that to sleep. Then went to meet Nao for X-men at PS. It's a great show :) However, many people died, which I don't know what would happen in the next show. And Bobby (Iceman) and Scott (Cyclops) are cute :)

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Was at Malika's house the whole day, just swimming, tanning and slacking around. I'm still not tanned, the sun simply don't like me. Slept in the afternoon again, then had a pizza dinner with my parents.

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Went Spa with Mum & my God-grandma! Adults really know how to enjoy. First, we got into this really pretty jacuzzi, then had a 45min massage. I so loveeee the massage, but could have been better if I wasn't sick. Was sniffing all the way while the lady was massaging me. Got home and fell really sick.

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Still I went cell on Sat, and it was nice being there. It was Lingna's birthday :), and also BABY SHANNON's birthday! Chris & Adeline's new-born child! Thank God for her :)

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Service in the morning, then was out with cell at PS. Just lunch at foodcourt (our fave Grilled Chicken Set) and went to Cathay Cineplex Ben&Jerry's to chill. Wanted to catch She's the man, but sadly there wasn't good timings. So went shopping at Marina Sq after that, unfufilling shopping spree.

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Visited Baby Shannon!! She is soooooo cute! Real pretty as she has BIG eyes :D It was funny, a group of us were just staring at her sleeping and we would get so excited whenever she moves/open her eyes. Hahaha. Chris then told us what happened the past few days, it seems so tiring/painful but yet it's such a big joy when your baby is out. I can't wait to be a mother myself, seriously. Hahah! We left after giving up waiting for her to open her eyes, and went Harbourfront to eat.

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A day I won't forget which I nearly got crazy. Planned to pack my room before going out, but my neighbours downstairs were having major renovations. It was sooooooooo noisy till I got so irritated, till I hurriedly changed (and not knowing where I'm going), called Yam and asked her whether I can go to her house. And when I went out of my house, I felt sooooo peaceful and happy. Went there to play with her baby sister instead of studying, and shes growing cuter but fatter! Hahah. Met Christabel after that for gym at YCK and we are really girls with lots of confidence and courage! :D Walked from YCK to AMK Central for dinner & took a bus home.

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Supposed to have project work at my place, but because of the stupid renovation, changed place to Lydia's. So we dilligently did our Geog project work which I think it was so funny, as we were reading our TB and writing notes. Hahaha. And we took less than 2hours to finish it. So we watched this really nice show called, Les Chriostle, which has alot of cute small boys in it. I love Pepinot & that-tanned-boy! Then I went pop by Jiayu's place specially to find her for awhile, then went off to AMK Central S11 for dinner with 209 people & Miss Tan. We had a great dinner specially ordered by the girls, hahah! Then chatted for like 2hours, and five of us then went lan to play CS. Fun fun fun! Hahah.

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My house still had renovations, so I went over to Jiayu's place to STUDY (right). Hahaha. We were having a great picnic dinner in the function room :) Did our work till 4, then went up to her place to continue doing our work (she was watching tv, I was doing). The only programmes that interest me was Light Years, Holland V & the 7pm show only. At 730, went to accompany Yangyu to play Metal Slug. Hes so pitiful la, he has been bugging Jiayu to play with him since 4, and she keep saying "Later, later.." Hahaha, so I decided to play with him, and it was quite fun.

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Jiayu called me early in the morning and woke me up from my sleep, saying she wants to come to my house. And so, she came over to use my com while I was doing my POA. We then had lunch and played PS2 the whole afternoon! First, we played Burnout which was some car crashing game, and I keep winning her with the ratio 1:2 :D Then we played Metal Gear Solid 2! It was so scary I tell you, especially when the enemy saw you. I practically screamed and threw the controller to Jiayu when that happens. Hahaha! Then met Yenju & Yokekuan for dinner at the old pri sch days area, AMK Market. Talked about lots of things - relationships (HMMMMM, I wonder about who), Xing Jiao Yu & more. I love them loads la :D Then Jiayu wanted to play arcarde, so we went Grassroot Club to play & we completed the whole of Time Crisis 2 with only $2! Ahaha. And also we played the music game & daytona. 2002 - Oh how I miss those days..

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I'm gonna be very busy for the next whole week. Methamorphosis Camp on the 11th-13th, Rachel Yong's band concert on the 14th, Malaysia - Family Camp on the 15th-18th! Exciting week ahead, I can't wait :D

And I've not even finished my homework. Gotta really start doing work and get on track after the camp. STUDY CRISTAL! :D

at 11:11 PM

hello everyone.. jiayu is at my hse now.. she's so beautiful!! aww.. she's probably the most gorgeous girl in the world.. =)

at 11:51 AM

Boo! x) I have a ke ai de mei called Ding, and she loves calling me Ting. & She loves living in my.xiao.tian.tang and I simply love her isolated heaven. And I have all the NICE things, people & life, because I have such a NICE mei called Ding. Oh ya, both of us Ting&Ding are RIGHTIE too!

HAHAHAHA, okay, private joke meant for someone called Ding. I know I sound gay, but this post will give a BIG SMILE/LAUGH to someone. It's a BIGGGGG secret btwn Ting&Ding only. :DDD

at 12:57 AM

Saturday, June 3

Chinese O's is finally OVER! Enjoyment time! :DD

Well, I wanna thank God for many things.
-for pulling me through this tough time of studying.
-for granting me peace through the whole exam period
-for my Midyear results
-for always being so faithful though I've drifted from Him
-my wonderful cellgroup :)
-my family & friends :D

All the praise goes out to you! :D

at 6:59 PM